sHeR sHeR

2007-11-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

people, please watch this clip.. i found this on my cousin's blog and i want to share it with all of you..

I AM DAMN FURIOUS AFTER WATCHING THIS.. it's abt 3 U.K. tourist coming singapore and bullying a trishaw who is in his 70s.. they not only mock him, refused to pay for the ride, they took off in a TAXI... the uncle is very poor thing.. WATCH IT.. and leave your comments..

those who knows me well, would know that i wouldn't even dare to scold nor speak vulgar at ppl.. think that it's quite uncivilised to do that.. i tell you.. after watching this clip.. I seriously had the strongest urge to scold that damn "f***" word.. idiots manz.. they are seriously BASTARDS, MORONS, ASSHOLE manz.. they did something shameless and disgraced their country.. the uncle is trying to earn a living.. where are their conscious? SHAMELESS IMBICILES.. we, singaporeans aren't good to mess up with.. WHITE MAGGOTS BECAREFUL..!!! YOU WILL GET YOUR RETRIBUTION.. I'LL BE PRAYING!!!

since i'm on this topic of uncivilised ppl with completely no compassion nor any empathy, i shall share ONE of my experiences with beasts..

last week i was on my way to school by train. i was standing, carrying my bulky laptop, and my heavy bag, packed with people quite a number of ppl.. A pregnant lady boarded the train, and to my suprise, no one actually offer any of their seats to the lady.. i was very pissed.. they were quite young... some in their 20s and 30s.. but no one.. NO ONE took the initiative. after 3 or 4 stops, finally there's an empty seat available.. an indian man, standing right opposite the pregnant lady, face to face, rushing to the seat.. leaving the lady no hopes left... I WAS SO DAMN ANGRY LA.. i stared at that bastard sternly.. and some heartless people.. that bastard didn't even dare to look at me.. what the hell la.. when the train reached another stop, there's an empty seat again.. that shameless indian asshole, still have the cheeks to ask his friend to take the seat.. i was damn angry ok... i literally STARED with my eyes wide open ( like mdm yap) at him and his friend.. i pitied the lady.. then she left after standing through 5 or 6 stops... can you imagine how tired she is... heartless you know those ppl..

it wasn't the end.. i finally was able to find a seat for myself.. those two assholes are guys. worthless ones.. they had a bag which contained nth... and i had my laptop and my books.. what the hell.. i sat opposite him and beside his friend.. i was still staring at them.. STARING.. then another pregnant lady came in.. i waited for a minute, and to my suprise again.. NO ONE stood up.. being angry, i stood up with PRIDE AND CONSCIOUS.. it's hedious.. another woman was trying to fight the seat from her... of course i protected it la... furthermore, the cabin i'm sitting in, most seats are occupied by our NYP students.. what the hell la.. they saw those ladies and took it as though nth happened? is this the kind of society we are living in?????? if that's the case.. i'm shameful..

sorry people for some coarse words..

2007-10-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for so long.. are you all missing me??? or my pictures???? haha.. just joking..

I guess most of you are tired of seeing pictures of my life ba.. seeing me cam-whoring with friends.. not much interesting stuffs hor? ALRIGHT.. LISTEN UP.. today it will be different.. !!! ready????

I took this picture in a train when I'm on my way to school. I am so damn shocked when i saw this woman in white.. as in TOTALLY WHITE!!! she wore white shoes, white pants, white basic, white blazer, carrying a white bag and playing with a white Nintendo.. my god!!! I'm in heaven or what?most likely her occupation is a Dermatologist.. gosh gosh gosh.. wonder how her house looks like.. must be ALL white.. white floor, white walls, white sofa, white TV set, white bed, white kitchen, even the pots and plates are white too manz.. my god.. faint.. . CUTE LA..

If you have visited Corinne, Dingli, or Sam's blog, about our trip to Vivo City, I think you fairly can guess who is the person I am going to criticise next.

"even at the part when we met with a irriater.She is damn disgusting lah,remember a show by Guo Fei LiChou Nu Da Fan Sheng.She not the babe there of course,but the ____I don't think I need to spell that out.Not trying to be mean,but is her character and behaviourthat makes us think she is ______" Corinne

"YOU KNOW WHAT

I accidentally splashed the chilli sauce over the table beside me.

And some of it " landed" on that

UGLY

FUCKING

UGLY

DISGUSTING

OLD FASHION

ACT CUTE NOT CUTE

ACT CHIO NOT CHIO

THINK HER HAIR VERY NICE

AND SHE WEAR FUCKING LONG WHITE SKIRT .

and the outdated black girdano jacket : i had one too ...

i 'm so disgraced to wear it already la

And she whines !

my hair freaking stand cannot as if i pour acid or something right and her skins starts to rots !

and it ;s not like i see her ugly den i deliberately do that mah

somemore i ;ve said sorry and wipe the table for her .

STILL complain

cant stand her la .

whines whines whines .

iwanna puke already la .

Stupid woman ." Dingli

"we met with an unpleasant incident with certainly not the most-good looking person on earth, or even in the universe! p.s. just the opposite : let me recount the entire incident ; well, it all started with ding ding eating her western meal and while talking to us she did not notice her unbalanced fork and it flew off and the sauce landed on the next table and of course it's victim, the not so ugly but fugly girl as ding states xP and the fugly girl made a huggggggggggge fuss over it cause it stained her black jacket and unluckily her white loooonng skirt.. what could we do to rectify the situation? nothing except to offer her ding's apology and tissue? but well, her boyfriend (as i assumed) , the kickass already wiped out his tissue and was trying to help her already, so i guess she has no need for our tissue did she? and so she still grumbled away blah blah blah, making ding feel like so guilty till we were all unhappy with them! somemore one uncle sat down with them, her father i supposed and blah blah blah. afterwhich he looked at my curry chicken and told her 'eh, she's eating curry chicken' like heeeeelllllllos? never seen anyone ate curry chicken before? and of course my foul mouth could not resist shooting out some xxxxx remarks out.. eh hem. not suitable to be posted here hahahahahhaas. and then as if they didn't had enough still must look at ding's bird nest drink and bought the same one.. as usual i couldn't stop myself from saying copycat very loudly hahs. irritating people!" Samantha

Alright, I'm lazy to type down what exactly happened there, so just read corinne, ding and sam's post...

too long ar? alright.. I shall summarise.. Went Kopitiam for lunch, ding accidentally drop her knife, and the chilli sauce on it splashed on to a girl sitting beside her. Ding apologized, and helped her cleaned chilli sauce on the table. She did not say anything but keep cleaning her WHITE long skirt and her Giordano black sweater. She keep cleaning and whining to her "bf".. " help me clean.. it's so dirty.. aiyo.. eeeermmmmmm.. faster.. help me.. " ( in a kind of voice when kids usually pester their parents for smth.. ) TOTALLY DISGUSTED.. She would not want ask to help her, keep whining and complain, made us very pissed.. IF she's a pretty girl, she complain, we wouldn't say anything BUT she's not.. some stains on you doesn't make you uglier lor..

can't imagine how she looks like. IT'S OKAY.. I " accidentally" took picture of her when taking picture of ding...

observe ppl.. not trying to be mean or what. my fashion sense ain't good but hers is really disaster..

her hair= messy.. had the urge of taking a shaver and shave it bald...
specs. please adjust your specs UP!!! makes you look like ahma.. even my grandma looks younger than you la..
black sweater.. BLACK sweater. Ding ACCIDENTALLY splashed the chilli sauce on your sweater.. hello.. it's black hor.. when light shines on it, it absorbs all the colors ( physics) so.. clean so thoroughly, ppl also won't notice it la..
the white long skirt.. tell you.. i almost faint manz..
the sneakers.. oh my god.. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD-WORSE-WOSRT

2007-10-21T02:05:00.001-07:00

2007-10-14T18:29:00.000-07:00

I cannot deny, I cannot lie, but missing someone is sure hard. Many of times, I find myself subconsciously just missing her. She has the most sparkling eyes, most silky hair and most of all; she has a heart of pure gold. Throughout the past three long years, she would, regardless of her busy schedule, take time to accompany me on the weekends. Furthermore, whenever the cold wind blows my way, she would be there to help me fend off the cold, keeping me warm and cozy. She protects me from harm and loves me truely. Deep in my heart, I have always thanked her and acknowledge the effort she puts in. But there comes a time when a heart-twisting feeling overcomes you and makes you miss her. So I tried the following:
Do your homework
Study for your tests (Helps you get high scores)
Shoot a basketball
Take a walk outside
Play computer games
Talk to people about the day’s activities and engage yourself in the conversation
Eat cookies and drink your milk
Grow tomatoes in the summer and tulips in the spring
Read a book
Watch Monk (lets you laugh and think at the same time)
Share your troubles with your parents
Chat online with friends
If I were to do any of these, I would lack the strong desire to miss her. Imagine the busyness that you would have and the activities lined up. You would not have a second to think about that person on the other side of the earth.
But, no matter how many times you have tried all the methods above, no matter if you say you have stopped missing her forever and no matter how you might have already “forgotten” her, it would never hurt if you would just...think of her.

2007-10-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

THIS WILL BE QUITE A LONG POST... READ IT.. IT'S REAL FUNNY..

Wee (°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ ), Justin (sher) and me ([W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !!) were having a conversation abt air rifle ( the boys' past cca), chicken and duck on MSN... wonder why justin's nick on msn is (sher)? Justin and I swapped our msn account that day.. don't be confused...

HERE GOES THE CONVERSATION...

°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:

so justin is a bad boy
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
lol
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
i wan shoot until u
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
z
sher says:
what..
sher says:
shoot me
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
YEA
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
xd
sher says:
diao..
sher says:
you want shoot air rifle?
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
no
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
i want!!!
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
donnon how long din touch rifle
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
loud?
sher says:
you cannot hold the rifle
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
loud?
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
ya
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
damn loud
sher says:
ok la
sher says:
won't deaf
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
when u shoot
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
u will fly back

[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
....
sher says:
wth
sher says:
wilson shoot
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
i think the first thing i'll do is scream
sher says:
fly back 300m
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
z insane
sher says:
......
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
scream and the ppl shoot u
sher says:
wth
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
cos they turn around
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
then
sher says:
people won't shoot her de lor
sher says:
they'll put the gun down first..
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
cos sher scream mahx
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
LOL
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
all shock
sher says:
diao..
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
tehn turn around
sher says:
then fire..
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
ya
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
then jiu ohoh
sher says:
duck lor
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
duck??
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
shoot duck?
sher says:
no
sher says:
duck
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
dodge?
sher says:
yup
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
zz
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
i put ccklen lehx
sher says:
what chicken la
sher says:
oei
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
haha
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
u put fuck
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
i put ccken
sher says:
diao..
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
duck*
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
not fuck*
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
z
[W]a [t]e [r] [M][e] !! says:
hqhahahahahahaha
sher says:
diao..
sher says:
wth...
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
d and f beside
°o.O¤ AhBoL ¤O.o° `` =X ~~ says:
sr lar

while waiting for us.. to finish our shopping..
fishy, lanli, head-less loogy and me
fishy, lanli, me
this pic damn funny la.. loogy said my hand is short lor..
fine.. i admitted it..
our usual pose.. *twist..
damn shocked when we first took this pic.. coz.. we thought got ghost behind.. when it was ella..
thought of this great idea..
trying to imitate Hebe and Ella

us..
look at the auntie behind.. was laughing like hell when we saw this pic la..
me with the bag..
fishy.. with the same bag.. just diff size.. playing..
us playing..

Went out with Elaine (Fishy), Lanli, and Ghim Siang (Loogy).. They are my usual cliques.. haha.. Too bad Meow, Bao Bao, Wee they all cannot come out with us.. so sad.. Miss them lots.. really miss the days when we are studying together.. just like my nick.. "http://scarlet-pigs.blogspot.com/..." love is like a bamboo!!!" suprise is the color red.. yearning the past..." Seriously guys.. one day we have to meet out together and play our hearts out.. haha..

Loogy.. thanks for coming out yesterday.. though i can be boring shopping and waiting for us..

Lanli.. Hope that your true love comes soon..

FISHY!!! Missing you... and your arm.. haha.. you know what i mean..

Meow!!! BE FREE!!! haha.. so that we can date you out.. haha.. so long nv see you le worx..

Wee.. so long nv see you also.. bet you are as funny as ever..

Justin... haha.. don't want to miss out the fun right? you know what to do hor.. :)

2007-10-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

Dingli, Samantha, Juan Ru, Lyon, Rachel, Benny

3-shots in a row (1)
(2)
(3)
reaching for the high note..
alright people, wasn't there just to eat alright.. but manz.. the seaweed ring is damn nice..
Birthday boy, Lyon was so IN to the song...
candid shot
ding and me
sam and juan ru
took this pic of benny.. nice???
ding and me
again..
rachel and benny
um.. did some great shot of benny..
sam and juan ru
me and juan ru
chicken?
benny singing at his top of his lungs!!!
nice one..
lyon, me and benny
Benny.. you seriously have to thank me for taking such nice and natural pic of you.. haha.. like this pic.. alright.. very PHOTOGENIC... okie.. benny, are you happy? haha..
benny took this candid shot.. faint..
me, juan ru and sam..
lyon, me, benny, rachel

No need me to say much ba. Went K-Box at Cineleisure. Celebrating Lyon's Birthday in advance. Had a great time there!!! sorry guys if I sang until very lan (lousy). Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIRUI!

I left early to Republic Plaza for Awfully Chocolate cake. Why did I go all the way down to Raffles Place for this chocolate cake? Sounds stupid right? BECAUSE IT'S SO DAMN NICE!!! It's the only one that can make me go, "WOW.. I WANT MORE!!!" *

On my way to Somerset MRT, coincidentally saw Xiaoyi. She was there to have her facial session.

Had a hard time finding where it is. The underpass of Raffles Place is really very confusing but I managed to find the exit to Republic Plaza. Luckily, Xiaoyi called me and direct me to the shop. THANKS!!! Bought the plain dark chocolate one, and it's nice.

I was happy and excited about the cake at first, then the shop assistant was telling me that the cake can last for 2 hours as in you have to finish it in 2 hours! I was so damn shocked. Went home and the first thing I did was to eat the cake. So, not wanting to waste money, I ate HALFof the cake. WAS SO DAMN FULL!!!!! Thought about it and I think it'll be able to last at least till tml? It wasn't logical that the cake was able to last more than 2 hours in the refrigrator at the shop and not my refrigrator at home. So, I followed my instinct, of course.

Ate a slice of cake today and making sure that I do not have any stomachache before letting others enjoying it...

*was about to say.. Gimme More... but it sounds like britney.. "is britney bitch?" cool right??? okie.. i shall stop crapping..
Look how rich the chocolate is???
Damn it!!!

was drooling while taking this pictures la..

Gavin seems to love it..

He said that he loves chocolate cake..

of course he does..

so cute la.. see him enjoying that piece of cake..

He asked me to buy more for him. Rare to see him liking smth so much, he's so choosy over food. Just like me, picky when it comes to food but for the chocolate cake; loving every single bits of it. oh.. HE ATE 1/4 of the cake!!! um.. Think i'm a good jie jie after all..

2007-10-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

Gosh gosh gosh. This is the first time, since I started working there, they prepared such a sumptuous meal for the staff. Look!!! There were fruits!!! Oh gosh, don't know what happened. Well, maybe they are celebrating my departure or the boss is there so have to put a fake front for him? Usually, the lunch or dinner for the staff is either leftovers or cold. Oh oh!! and usually it serves only one dish.How pathetic can that be? Cheapo la, save expenses. Yes peeps, I've resigned and i've officially work-free!!! ( alright, for 6 days. Better than nth okay.. ).
I think the people I will miss the most would be Jess and Jaya (forgot to take picture with him ). Sorry Jaya, been there for like 1 month plus, I finally got to know your name like TODAY, when i'm leaving. Sorry, dude. There are more that are really good to me, like Cher Yang, Bifang, Carol, Boss, Mark ( got to know him today only, his new ma.. and i gave him a squirrel that I colored. He said it's pretty okay, so I think my art-sense wasn't so bad after all. He kinda likes it = make me so happy:) ), Jennifer, Joseph, Ethan, Xi Kang( I don't know if i spelled her name right), Penny, Odess ( she's real good) and one another one ( i forgot her name). They are seriously good to me.

Unlike some people. From the moment I stepped in, SHE nv even bother to look at me nor talked to me. IDIOTIC person (now i can scold at more ease, because i'm not under her control anymore ). As if I owe you smth like that. WHAT THE HELL LA. Argh.. damn angry with those people.

This guy ( being very courteous to term him as a guy), keep asking me to do stuffs when I really do not have anything else to do. Proved him wrong and talk some sense to him, I was immediately showed a BLACK face. DAMN HIM la.. ANOTHER IDIOTIC PERSON. " We hire you here not to slack one hor.. " Excuse me la, you fairly know that this job isn't a full-time working job, when there's no people = no people, and there's nothing you can do abt it. I did what i ought to do and there's none left. Resting and waiting for the time to pass got wrong izzit? Being efficient and finished my job faster also cannot meh? KUKU!!! BYE Lil' Globetrotters..
Might miss you..

Ding, thanks for introducing me this job. Learnt lots of great stuffs and enjoy my time being with the kids though they might tend to challenge my limits. Love them lots still. Kids are still Kids. Hope you do well in this job. I'm taking my hat off you babe, able to endure such demands, you are great. Sorry for not able to carry on.

2007-10-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

Half-piece grilled chicken Xiaoyi, Ahyi, Mummy
eating.. eating... eating..
Didi, Junming... with his The Godfather ( weird name for a pizza)
ME!!!
having a sumptuous lunch

Ah Liang and Xiaoyi.. ( focus on Ahliang!)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
me and Didi..

Went Globetrotters today, the place where I've been working as a Play Assistant during the holidays. Finally I'm able to bring my family ( relatives included) there for a meal. Actually, I'm just curious how the food tastes like there. Although one of its distinctive attraction is serving different types of cuisines over the world, the food just tastes average ( in my opinion ). Probably rate it around 7 out of 10.

Going back to workplace with your family is kinda weird. You don't know what to do. To be natural as in be a typical customer and treat it as if you do not know your colleagues or treat as though they are your friend. I chose to treat them as though they are my friends but I wasn't treated how I deserved to. Now i understand Mummy's intention that working isn't that easy.

I walked into the restaurant, felt an intense displeasure in the atmosphere. She's there talking to the chef, walked passed her, treating me as though I'm invisible. Out of many, Ah Liang is the one who is quite concerned if I'm bullied or mistreated at work. Coincidentally, he overheard her conversation with the chef. He was quite unhappy though, and intended to make things difficult for her but he was stopped. He told me about the conversation. " ... there, she is the one who is working until next week lor.. " (in an unfriendly manner) I was devastated. Am I that unlikable to her? I admit that I dislike her, she's big-headed, fierce, unfriendly, etc, but i did not show her any of my displeasures. I forcefully smiled, trying hard not to be so fake infront of her. It's so difficult. I know complaining more won't bring me any good from this situation. So, I shall stop here.

I wonder how am I going to survive next week.

No worries people, I'll be okay.

Good luck Babie, for your SAT...

2007-10-05T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to my auntie's house. She had a surgery on her back, went to visit her.

The toddler is called Regan, her grandson. Isn't he a cutie? haha.. Gavin and I played with him. Regan's almost curious abt anything manz. I'm lovin' him.. haha..

Felt so lethargic these few days.. especially after working.. wouldn't want to be bothered abt almost anything or maybe everything..

After kick-boxing training, my body, especially my neck, aches alot.. Was taught how to make a person fall by pushing one's abs with your shouders and pulling one's knee joint with your hands. Coach asked us to carry the person up a little to try out.. ( sorta to do a "body slam" or smth like that.. ) gosh.. carried alot of people, back aches and my neck is abt to break!!! hated it.. ARGH!!!

gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh.. going to sleep now manz.. so damn tired...

2007-09-27T18:28:00.001-07:00

one of Corinne's post

one of Prisca's post

Closed-up
closed-up

Corinne asked me to browse through Prisca's blog.. Guess what.. Prisca is a COPY CAT la.. no creativity at all...i guess she doesn't know how the game goes.. "THE INSTRUCTION: 1) 6 weird things abt me.. ".. pls la Prisca.. that's not even instructions la.. if you want to copy someone, please double check it and do not leave any loopholes.. so what the hell la... nvr seen such an unoriginal, conniving person in my life...

i really don't like this particular girl because she keep trying to act an obnoxious manner. she keeps diaoing us in lecture hall, maybe talking bad things about us, and acts weird...what can we do? what kind of person is like that?? so KUKU la.. even the way she dresses is unfashionable for our times.. look at her URL: priscadarlinggurl.. it's like the world revolves around her.. but FYI..it doesn't.. people who centralise themselves in a world of virtual reality..thinking that they are the centre of the universe..how naive..

i hope she can change her ways and stop being this kind of person..because in every heart, there is always good in them.. even the people who are in jail..do you believe it?

We do..

2007-09-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

ding, corinne and i went to this bookstore and look.. what i've found???
didn't know Marina Square this this spacious... anyway.. it's my first time there...
corinne
ding..
went K-box.. and this is the room they gave us.. haha.. which means.. we can see what people do especially couples on the escalator... you know what i mean..
but they cannot see us..

reached KOVAN station.. and this guy came in.. gosh.. was super suprise.. and i thought i was dreaming.. this guy looks like someone.. can you GUESS who this guy i'm talking abt??? 2B'04.. give you clue.. he came back on feburary this year..
the shirt.. the.. bag.. the hairstyle.. the color of the jeans.. my gosh.. looked the same manz.. but.. IT'S NOT HIM..
back to basics..

gosh.. just loved Crystal Jade's mooncake.. faint.. the snow skin was out of stock... argh.. but still.. nice! Happy Mooncake Festival..

2007-09-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

poster on the market wall
closed-up view

those who know me, would know that i'm a potato lover.. haha.. love POTATOES!!!!!!!!!!!

during my secondary school days.. you can literally see me eating Malay Stall No.2's potato with Fishy almost everyday.. haha.. love it so damn much..

moreover.. i had a potato cake for birthday this year... isn't this cool? love it damn much..

Justin is so damn jealous abt it... haha.. whenever we had a fight or smth.. once he said potato.. wa.. mood change manz.. haha..

went to the market and came across that poster. wow.. i think all of you should be like me.. love eating potato.. see.. see.. see.. see... seeeeeee.... it's healthy and nutritious.. the important thing is that.. it's CHEAP.. and it can be found almost everywhere....!!

alright ppl.. i tell you.. if you ever make me upset or would be so good enough to make my day happy.. just buy me potato!!! i'll be so damn contented already manz.. remember?

alright... ask you again.. what to do to make me happy?????

potato...potato...potato...potato...potato...potato...potato...potato...potato... potato.. REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

went IKEA last Sunday with daddy and mummy.. alot of people manz.. went there for dinner and i ate Poached Salmon... i tell you.. it's quite bland.. but if you add TOMATO SAUCE on it.. it would taste fantastically better manz.. seriously. urging all of you to try it...

Darell and Darren.. Darren
Darell
the look-alike brothers...

worked yesterday.. um.. beginning to like night shift... haha.. a bit slack.. yesterday.. Darell and Darren came.. and they look damn alike.. they are so cute.. and just keep talking.. haha.. asking funny questions.. made me laugh like hell... love them.. alright.. i shall give them.. "THE CUTEST BROTHERS OF ALL " AWARD... damn they are cute.. and look so handsome manz.. haha.. went off early after work.. coz.. no ppl.. haha. cool.. first time..

screenshot from msn.com

Britney's performance and behaviour on the MTV awards 2007 is all over the entertainment news today manz... was super shocked when i saw it.. haiz.. i was once her die-hard fan manz.. she was so young and pretty then.. now.. i'm like.. super disappointed.. gosh.. they said that she failed to deliever during the performance and critics were damn harsh on her, i tell you... faint... they say she's fat.. lousy.. bla bla bla.. aiyo.. they are so bad lor...

see... she WAS so cute last time..

see... what happened to her NOW???

Click HERE to see her performance on MTV awards..

Click HERE to read an article ( critics ) about her..

2007-09-09T19:46:00.000-07:00

screenshot from apple.com

oh my gosh.. apple just came out with its new ipod nano.. oh man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's so nice la.. and i just bought the older version of it.. i'm such an idiot.. argh.. faint faint faint.. now i have to wait for like.. 3 years more to change a new one. gosh.. love this new version ipod.. so cute. ESPECIALLY the RED one...

i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want.. i want..

futhermore.. last week, i saw this lady standing in front of me holding a RED color nano.. what the hell.. i just couldn't take my eyes off it manz. so nice.. it's RED color people .. RED!!!!

2007-09-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

the proud builder..
me and jess
forgot their names..
my favorite boy of the day- Aden
isn't he cute?

super cute!

I AM OFFICIALLY PRONOUNCED VOICE-LESS...

Had some difficulty communicating with the kids.. coz.. THEY CANNOT HEAR ME.. had to talk to them by shouting = what i am now= sore throat.. and.. yeah.. how pathetic i can be? just 2 week, i got defeated by it.. argh.. hated it..

today was tiring.. worked from 1oam to 10pm.. gosh.. unbelievable right? ( sher can actually ta han for so long.. applause please!!!)..

had to teach a new girl called Jess.. and she came from China.. cool..
had to deal with a bunch of irritating ang mohs which made my throat hurts even more..
had to coax BABIES..
had to clean and vacuum.. tell you smth.. it's my second time touching the vacuum cleaner manz.. had some clumsy moments with it.. E.g. mistook the "pull wire" button as the "switch-on" button TWICE.. and took 15 mins to figure out that i need a rectangular thing attached to the small rounded hole in order for me to do it faster..
coughing non-stop..

work isn't easy after all..

oh yeah.. actually.. honey with rose-buds water taste FANTASTICALLY GREAT!

2007-09-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

gosh.. i've forgotten their names.. faint.. but they are very cute!!!!!!!
zack.. my cute little boy..
zack!!!

i'm seriously straining my voice manz.. yesterday was hell a headache.. have to think of games to play with the kids.. gosh.. was damn tired la.. but their energy doesn't seems to be affect manz.. furthermore, i had to help manager to remove the old sofa and replacing a new one.. gonna die manz.. the sofa is damn heavy.. and i had to do it by myself.. argh.. ps: the manager is a guy!

lucky me, there is a helpful maid who is willing to help me manz.. but still.. for the KIDS! i will tolerate.. as long as i see their smiles, it's worth my effort..

2007-08-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

fishy and me!!!
fishy, me, lanli, bao bao, jaslyn
fishy, me, lanli, bao bao and jaslyn

loogy!!! our best friend!!!
me, liao lao shi ( chinese teacher) and her daughter reann

fishy, liao lao shi and reann
fishy and me
fishy and me again.. dustbin, fishy and half of me...

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!

went back school today at around 8am in the morning. Had to work after that.. it was very rushed.. thought i was late but reached there on time.. phew..

saw my form teacher, Mrs Lau, sec 1 and 2 science teacher, Ms Kang, sec 2 science teacher, Ms Lee, Social Studies teacher (sec 4), Ms Farah and Chinese teacher ( sec 3 and 4), Liao lao shi.. haha.. so cool lor.. faint.. but forgot to take picture with them until i remembered that i brought my cam.. faint... so took pic with liao lao shi only..

went to Globetrotters.. and work today was tiring.. my throat is hurting manz.. argh.. had to shout.. but i think the children cannot hear me.. they literally ignore me manz.. argh.. fainted right away manz...

2007-08-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

my cutest ding..
at Orchard MRT station..going up the escalator..
ding's artistic picture..
we take pictures no matter where we go...
SHOPPING!!!!!!!!
us...
bought a white top..
while waiting for ding to have her eyebrows shaped.. i'm loving this red chandelier
toliet...
can you spot us????
cool????
us again!!!

thanks ding.. for helping me with the job.. gosh... and sorry that i keep complaining.. i won't anymore..

yesterday went for a job interview.. FIRST TIME!!!! was nervous yet excited.. until.. i saw the manager hor.. wa.. mood changed manz.. was TREMBLING when she asked me questions.. now i am so scared of her..

after interview, went Orchard with ding.. SHOPPING!!!!!! haha.. we went Far East plaza and ding had some reaps.. haha... it was fun.. oh people.. we saw FELICIA CHIN!!!!!! she was walking towards our direction.. and ding was complimenting "that girl very beautiful hor?" then i was like.. yeah.. she looks familiar.. then when she walked pass us.. we were like.. shouting.. "FELICIA CHIN".. the funniest thing is that.. felicia chin looked back and waved at us.. damn shocked la.. you know.. i waved as though i saw Juraimie.. damn kuku la..

then went home while ding went to meet up rachael, benny, Sndy, juanru, lyon to Kbox..

today, i'm a play assistant for Globetrotters.. cool.. my first ever job.. though it's tiring.. but the kids' smile wrote off every grudges that i had for the job.. tell you.. they are DAMN CUTE!!!!!!! haha..

can't wait to work.. haha..

2007-08-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

sry..don't have any pictures to show anyone..i know shermin was expecting me to show some..but maybe later..hehe..anyway..i was out this whole time with my cousins from canada and hong kong..yes.. i have many cousins from different parts of the world.. how exciting.. :) but honestly..it's kind of a headache..you only get to see them like once every 4 years or something..which brings a lot of pain during the "leaving" part of the journey.. but i guess..that's always part of our lives.. coming and going.. hai.. anyway.. went to whistler mountain..usually it's snowy and white there..but this time round..since it's summer.. the snow melts and many different plants grow from the ground.. how amazing..a seemingly disasterous freezing snow can bring about life for another season.. the creations.. i am amazed by it.. hehe..

yeah..so we played paintball and such..quite expensive but fun..it was interesting..i got wacked in the face 3 times by this ang-moh kia... also..we just enjoyed our time together as a family because my mother's side is always that broken up.. not always in the same place at the same time.. haha.. this is a blessing for me.. to be able to see them more... but also makes me wonder when i can see them again.. :( confusing huh..

2007-08-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

Had my hair soft-re bonded.. mum can't stand seeing her daughter with grass-textured hair.. the Super Cut salon at compass point is quite good... but is quite EXPENSIVE!!! furthermore, they really know how to promote their hair products.. haiz.. my mum is one typical auntie who falls in their sweet talking... what can i do..

what my mum says is true.. " see la.. go cut for free.. now i have to spend hundreds of dollars on this ignorant disaster you've made.. " alright.. ahliang said.. " shi jie shang mei you bu lao er huo de shi qing".. which means.. nth in this world comes without you working hard for it.. which is true la.. haiz..

so my mum spent $300+ on treatments.. for OUR hair.. haha.. not only me okie.. faint.. but still.. have to like.. go for treatments.. haiz.. sit there until my butt hurts manz.. argh.. retribution ar.. !!!!

thanks mum!!! you are the best..

2007-08-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

I'm barely holding on,
Nothing to forget my pain.
No one hears me,
While im crying in the rain.

I cant tell the difference
Between the rain drops and my tears.
I hope no one else notices,
I want no one to know my fears.

I smile when im unhappy,
I hide when i feel alone.
In my room, i cry myself to sleep,
I cry when im on my own.

My hurt is building,
One day, ill let it all go.
Til then ill cry alone everynight,
I wont let anyone know.

don't worry peeps thinking that i'm weird.. just find this cool..

2007-08-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

alright.. i went to pp with mama, yeye and gavin.. again.. then after that went back to uncle house.. then play with our cousins.. megan and regan.. yeah.. they live nearby ma.. so must as well.. regan is so cute la.. beautiful baby.. when he grows up.. i bet he's a handsome looking boy manz..

2007-08-22T23:28:00.000-07:00

gavin with a nice smile.. haha..
"tada.. i'm in the wet market!!!"
mama and gavin..
gavin and me..!!!
look where his finger is touching or pressing..
mama:" hurry up and dun talk.. dun block me.. GOGOGO.."
gavin:" let me try climbing"
gavin:" help!!! cannot come down.. "
bought this yellow basket for laundry..

went to rivervale plaza with mama, yeye and gavin..

love to go market with my mama... it's fun.. went KOFU to eat.. and then.. went shopping.. mama wanted to buy clothes.. helped her to choose.. haha.. it was nice.. of course la.. who choose de.. haha.. jkjk.. then..

went to the wet market.. ooo it's wet.. but can't be compared to the wet market at Serangoon Ave 3 there ( my hometown).. just love to be there.. felt warmth... see familiar faces smiling, neighbours chatting, old uncle and aunties in old coffee shops.. wow.. so cool lor.. unlike punggol.. so new.. haiz.. market so quiet.. and floor not wet.. haha..

so long nv update le.. sorry people.. had exams.. now my exam is over.. will update more often.. haha.. anyway..

been very listless nowadays.. thinking about something.. worrying actually.. come to think of it.. i felt very stupid and regretted what i did last time.. haiz.. i'm seriously damn stupid la.. haiz.. blamed myself...

"you do not have to apologise.. i had a choice.. but i just chose the wrong one.. so it's only me to be blamed.. "

2007-08-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

taruto, creamy nuts and dark chocolate flavors from Venezia.
gonna die.. becoz of micro exams.. study study study
most doted cousin.. gavin aka dada.. alright.. am biased...
loves listening to song..

figuring this kuku device.. "damn it.. how to play songs???"

"finally...!!!"

had microeconomics exam today.. ooo manz.. i'm seriously faint.. had a careless mistake... lyon pointed that out.. faint.. i think i'll lose one mark or two.. i don't know.. and some theory question.. i think i wrote some crap in it.. hope teacher can comprehend what i'm explaining about.. haha..

oooo.. went out with my mama, yeye and of course dada to punggol plaza for lunch and then to compass point to buy dada's magnet..that Popular bookstore auntie drop the magnet and the magnet broke.. She gave an excuse that it's heavy.. hello.. it's like.. 3 pieces of magnet and is like less than 500gms and you called that "heavy".. pls la.. furthermore it's the last set of magnets manz.. argh.. wasted the trip there and making dada so disppointed.. so kuku..

oh.. something interesting to share manz.. you know dada is like 6 years old.. and he keeps telling/mentioning this girl called Nicole to me.. since he was like.. 3 or 4 years old.. they were in the same class throughout, same tuition class and lives a few blocks away.. whenever he buys stuffs ( candies, toys, or whatever they call fun.. OHOH.. and the magnet!), he would buy for Nicole.. haha.. so cool manz.. and one more incident.. dada used to cry alot... once, i tried this method of scaring him with " If Nicole sees you crying.. she dunlike you liao.. " and the facinating thing is.. HE STOPPED CRYING.. haha.. then i asked him.. do you like Nicole.. he smiled and blushes immediately manz.. haha.. keep " nicole here nicole there".. i'm jealous.. haha.. hao la.. just kidding... isn't it cool!!!????

2007-08-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
感觉如果要走谁能说 NO
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情怎么会是这个结果
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

2007-08-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

so..yeah.. shermin gave me a topic..pure innocence..bet when most of you think of this topic.. you'll say "innocence is the naive..small girl/boy that don't know anything".. but i.. on the other hand..don't think that's true..because innocence can be preserved..and pure.. in a Christian sense.. comes from God.. as we all know.. no one is ultimately pure.. everyone has sins..everyone makes mistakes from time to time.. so in a nutshell..there's no such thing as pure innocence..is there?

i believe so..let me explain.. pure..is something that is untouched by evil.. unharmed by trouble..or has no scratches on its surface..but each time we make a mistake..each time we sin.. we inevitably scratch the surface of the crystal ball of innocence.. but innocence..can be maintain at a certain level.. but that's up to your choosing..whether or not you allow yourself to fall into the traps of evil..or whether or not you allow yourself to hold steadfast your own beliefs are a major part of preserving the innocence one has always had.. it starts at a hundred..slowing going down towards nil.. having said..to me.. innocence is a cornerstone to our existence..imagine a world with evil people..dictators..racists..hatred because they think about the evils that stem from the people they oppress.. those who sees good..those who adheres to the balance between innocence and the lack thereof.. are usually the ones who perceive both sides' argument with impartiality..

living in a earth without one's innocence..is living in the world of hatred..

2007-08-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

really wonder why i'm living in the world of others... is that how reality proves it is formidable?

why it is so impossible for one's true self to be recognize and being accepted?

must a pure beautiful soul be enclosed with a presentable mask?

being pushed to the limit, feeling isolated from every single thing around is what a true self supposed to be?

i wonder...

2007-08-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

hihi peeps..well..shermin slept early today..she's so so so tired after the extreme "burning of the midnight oil" yesterday...i wonder what time she slept..rushing to do her FP project..looking at her..i'm really helpless..

anyway..tomorrow's national day..woohoo.. how exciting and exhilarating..NOT! no festive spirits roaming in my house.. but guess i'll be waking up early at about 3am to watch the NDP online..do it every year..but it's pretty fun...get to spend time with my friends who watch it on tv with their coms near them..i guess it's pretty weird.. used to be that i would say "NDP SO BORING.. EVERY YEAR ALSO HAVE" but now.. i just watch it..without any complaints..i guess the saying is true "After you lose it, You would treasure it more".. why are humans so incapable of treasuring the things right before their eyes? i always wonder whether it is in our intrinsic nature that requires us to shut down the part of our brain that tells us "YOU NEED TO TREASURE IT".. or maybe we just ignore? i don't know.. anyone can tell me the answer??

same thing goes with any other people in your life.. one day, you find your grandmother irritating and naggy, the next day, you don't..because she's gone from your life and you miss her nagging.. but didn't you say you hated and just want to get away from her? so why do you miss her now?

i think there's 2 things involved in our everlasting conquest for the word: treasuring.. only way is to put down our pride and our desires.. without these 2 things..it'll be pretty easy to appreciate the help others give you.. by putting down our pride, we essentially tell our mind: i'm humble.. i'll accept the things that come along my way with a happy heart..without any grievances.. and by forgetting our desires.. we'll not be so drawn by the luring, shiny and sparkling wads of gold that is evil... but won't that make you so jaded..by not following your human nature?

honestly, i don't know..please tell me.. because PRIDE and DESIRES kill me sometimes.. making me become an INGRATE towards the rest of the world... o.O

2007-07-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

this is a video taken today.. after stats.. haha.. when benny had a "fight" with T.K.... damn funny la.. before that was JZ... but i didn't record down.. coz.. reaction slow la.. haha..

benny and T.K... preparing.. haha. Stats project... faint... our group did it 3 days before the due day.. lucky cher said it was professionally down.. phew..

i WAS happy going to school today until some people pissd me off, commenting on my hair.. " hey.. my hair look damn hideous already okie.. stop saying that i look like the stupid character in Naruto..

alright.. feel better after saying it.. ahhh!!! haha..

2007-07-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

POTATO CAKE that ding they all bought for me.. from 7-eleven.. so loving it!!!
POTATO cake.. was there in front of me during accounting.. but couldn't eat.. argh.. cher says so.. it's damn tempting la..it was right in front of me...!!!
ding, xiaowei,me and corinne
me and my beloved potato cake
haha.. same!!!
my hair sucks la.. was out of shape cute ladies..
xiaowei

haha.. isn't it tempting? wo hoo!!! finally...
during accounting lecture.. while waiting.. having fun..
sam, corine, me, ding and xiaowei

me and sam waiting to tap our card for attendance
candid shots by xiaowei
edwin and wenjie.. by xiaowei

edwin, jingzhi and wenjie. by xiaowei too

me, xiaowei, sam and corinne
candid shot by xiaowei
ding shocked me with this daisy duck!
haiz.. why are guys so camera shy?

daisy, me and ding
cute ding
ding, me, xiaowei, sam and corinne
again

again..

chiasin gave me this birthday card.. thanks chiasin. love it!!!
the funny thing is this. haha.. she passed me this personally.. and she wrote this.. hahaha..

thanks guys.. especially ding, corinne, sam and xiaowei for making my day, today, so so so so happy.. haha.. especially with the potato cake.. haha.. that's what i wanted.. haha.. love you guys always..

2007-07-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

these pictures were taken on 28 July 2007 at Punggol Marina Club... haha.. went there to celebrate my birthday, Liyan(my cuz) and my uncle's birthday... haha.. went there for karaok..

before that, i went out with xinyi, chinzhi, kah ray, wee, loogy and daniel to PS to watch the Simson's movie.. haha..

2007-07-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Shermin.. wow.. you're already 17 XD.. how old.. joking.. :)

So much older than the first time i met you, which was in 2003...haha.. i thought you were a 3 year old kid at that time..but now..you're more like a 13 year old kid..hehe.. i'm so excited for you to move on to a new stage of life.. attaining greater heights and achieving the very dreams you always imagine about accomplishing..

to me..you're always that special person that carries me through my everyday life.. endlessly being by my side through joy and disappointment.. i hope i can continue to be that way for you too.. you always are, and will always be my deepest confidant..

anyway, today was special.. for me at least.. i went to a baseball game..exciting right? our home team is the Seattle Mariners, which some of you might know about from the mention of Ichiro Suzuki.. he was one hit shy of 1,500 hits.. but he didn't get any today..everyone on the Oakland Atheletics were rooting against him.. but something unexpected happened.. a drunkard..probably..came out from the stands and started talking to Ichiro and his teammate..it was hilarious.. because it took security a whole 2mins to figure out that there was someone not expected on the field..haha.. everyone was cheering that guy on..how odd..he was arrested in the end for that act.. personally, i find it stupid.. who wants to get arrested for just wanting to hug a player? i rather just get the front seat closest to the player, enjoy the hoolabaloo that goes along with the game, drink some soda, eat some fries and catch that pop fly that comes occassionally to the stands..

it was a good game today..Mariners won 4-3 against the Atheletics.. it was fun to watch.. but i really wished that Shermin could be there to watch it with me..i think she'd enjoy the commotions that goes along with the game.. it was loud..yet somewhat enjoyable..haha..i think it was the team spirit that counts for the home game..

ok..time to go..i'll see ya later..
nothing happening now..just waiting for her to get back from her lunch..

2007-07-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

dingli's project props
juan ru and me
me and dingli

2007-07-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

Alright everybody, here is my first ever "short- hair" picture.. damn short la.. and look so kuku!!!!!!!!!!!! have to wear my contact lenses and shades out manz.... or else.. i really look very weird..

cry cry cry cry cry cry.....!!!

when i go school today.. almost everybody laughed at me... so sad.. especially the guys manz.. laugh damn loud la... haiz.. it's so heart breaking manz.. haiz.. felt like crying.. but i just have to laugh it off.. LAUGH IT OFF!!!

haiz.. izzit that bad? haiz.. thanks ding, xiaowei, corinne, sam and all those who comforted me... it helps a little though..

now have to finish my tan ban seng personal web page project and management project by TML!!! it's killing me!!!!!!

2007-07-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

finally i've got the <HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS> book that i've been waiting for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha..

as a fanantic and a typical singaporean (kiasu), i've pre-ordered this book 3 months ago.. haha..

damn excited manz..

but then hor.. projects forbid me to have time to enjoy the fantasy awaiting for me.. argh.. damn it.. i guessed.. i have to wait until EXAMS is over then i can peacefully read.. faint..

2007-07-20T08:18:00.000-07:00

Cut my hair today.. and it looked horrendous.. i don't know what to say nor do i have the courage to step out of my house again.. argh!!!

2007-07-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

these are some random pictures that i took over the week and i'm lazy to upload it till now.. haha..

corinne with her panda's scooter
dingli skating "enjoyably"
guess who?
nice pose
me... "twist!!!"
corinne's ultimate weapon during kick boxing... her nails!!! this is yirui's hand
mine.. OUCH!!!! haha..

watching harry potter

cool!!!! it was great
benny, playing chiasin's er hu
watching harry potter with fishy, meow, bao bao and 4A gangwent shopping after that
i cut my hair today..gonna have finishing touches on friday.. wish me luck...

2007-07-11T05:37:00.001-07:00

went back to school for project.. then went Compass Point with Xinyi

2007-07-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

we seriously needed some refreshments..

dingli, xiaowei, corinne and me!
"help!!!"
you are not in a ZOO
ah ding.. so cute ah ding: " :p "
ah ding: " i love you luthor!!!" benny, lyon, ah ding and ugly me..
this is the mango pudding that ah ding made for us.. so sweet..

2007-07-10T01:05:00.000-07:00

闷死我了。我闷得快要发慌了!

我跟本就不能听课。搞网络不是我的兴趣。我只能在这里听老师讲课。

救命啊!!!

2007-07-08T21:15:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.. shermin blogged her pictures!! is it nice? i liked it.. now i'm watching a movie.. the italian.. it's in russian..so i don't understand a word they're saying..but i'm reading subtitles.. and blogging while watching the movie.. it's really sad..i think it's about a orphan who tries to make himself worthwhile by trying to find his mother in a life of servitude.. :( hope this world won't become like that.. it's pretty sad.. well.. got to go le.. see ya all!

2007-07-06T04:49:00.000-07:00

having fun in stress

weilong:" HELLO!!! who the hell is that?"
weilong:" am i ready to eat my cheezy pizza!!!"

"sshh!!! this is a library!!!" can't help it.. haha.

okie.. damn phone spoil.. again.. argh.. so went to causeway after doing our econs project with corinne, huivon, chiasin and supriya..

asked my cuz out.. ( not my bf ).. haha. then pei me down to repair.. haha.. after getting the queue number, my IT pro cuz with such great hands, he repaired it.. haha. pro.. in the end.. we asked our another cuz out.. haha. ( our son ).. haha. jkjk.. yeah.. then went to eat pizza.. damn.. it was full.. oh.. didi was ordering the pizza.. then the waiter ask my cuz whether i'm his gf.. haha.. damn funny.. anyway it's not the first time.. haha.. whatever.. if i'm didi's gf, then weilong must be our son!! haha.. okie.. after that we walk walk around.. then yeah la.. they two hor.. just can't stop crapping..

went library after that.. coz.. my auntie wants weilong to borrow books home to read. haha... good good.. we sorta forgot our real purpose.. ( to study) and crap around again.. taking pictures... haha... so funny..

calling it a day.. so tired..

2007-07-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

Pomodoro and Potato Salad
Half-way through my meal
i give up...

Good news.. Corinne finally found her prince.. haha.. he's damn tall manz.. haha.. " i wonder..." i'm happy for her..

as for me, i'm still in the midst of living in a reality world.. i am alone now.. and that's the truth.. it sucked..

went Causeway Point to collect my damn problematic phone.. while waiting, i went to Pasta Mania and had dinner, alone... wow... first time experiencing eating alone.. OUTSIDE.. can you believe it.. by myself.. gosh.. well.. it was nothing actually.. maybe i wasn't thinking much.. taking my time "enjoying" the food.. haiz.. nth special.. it seems that i can't really get it down my throat.. argh.. trying hard.. argh...!!!! i gave up.. it was really very tough.. * peeps.. an accomplishment.. i finished my Potato Salad.. haha..

i'm having a tough time... accepting the changes that are happening around me.. accepting that the fact that i'm a "handicapped" and accepting the fact that this reality..

Face it, gurl... think that's the solution to your misery..

2007-07-02T09:40:00.001-07:00

i honestly, truthful-to-God told you that you're not fat..don't believe me.. who in the world believes me? EVERYBODY!!

2007-06-30T22:29:00.000-07:00

salutations, my friends.. time has swiftly and silently drifted from under our feet and passed on into eternity.. our prime existence forbid the revisit of the past and the knowledge of the future.. thus, we are stuck in the present, clueless and afraid..

Represented by music, life concurs with the staccatos and legato which composes a rather lively rhythm. With the ups and downs, humans find themselves in a road of misfortune and successes. One, of course, more than the other. When filled with misfortune, the human humbles himself and seeks divine intervention to improve his two-bit existence. When filled with success, the human pride permeates the soul and heart, turning it cold, sour and ultimately proud. To what extend do humans know their own limits? Must measly, forsaken and down be the reasons towards a better life? Or can success be a stepping stone towards limitless adventures and fortunes?

i don't know why i'm typing this sort of inconsistent ideas.. i just wanted to type something for fun.. hehe

2007-06-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

okie.. samantha tagged me.. and i have to tag other people just to play this game.. faint.. hao ba.. let's play! LAME!!!

sam says.. the rule is such that we have to honest with 6 weird things about themselves... people who are tagged next ( by me) will also have to come up with 6 weird things about themselves and post it on their blog.. of course with the rules stated clearly.. dun tag me back okie.. haha.. pls be enthu..

i make a fuss about almost everything that concerns money..
i think naively.. ? (babie thinks so too... )
i cry even when there's nothing for me to cry about.. eg. star wars movie
i shower for at least 15 mins..
i need my 13 year old donal duck to be with me every night even if i'm at overseas..
i am NOT fat and NOT ugly totally.. :) [changed by justin..cause i said so.. :) ]

okie.. then.. the next 6 peeps that i've TAGGED will have to do this lame game.. haha.. people, me more sporting..

benny
bao bao
lanli
renee
monitor!
xinyi
babie ( you're the special 7th person that is being tagged too.. haha.. )

sorry guys.. haha.. have fun..

2007-06-29T03:41:00.001-07:00

okie peeps.. finally.. the pics.. haha.. izzit to big for viewing? haha.. hope not..

2007-06-28T09:19:00.001-07:00

i seriously am very lazy to blog nowadays manz.. haha.. okie.. came back from a fruitful trip to Taiwan.. haha.. bought lots of stuffs and snacks.. haha.. quite fun.. but very tired.. faint..

now i'm lazy to upload images.. aiyo.. how lazy can i be? VERY!!! haiz.. just now i've uploaded like.. 100+ pictures.. but it hanged.. then argh.. efforts went down the drain manz.. argh.. day by day.. hours by hours.. my "marginal utility" of uploading these beautiful images is decreasing.. haha.. ( yeah.. just finished doing my microeconomics tutorial)

dun worry folks.. definately.. i'll upload the pics.. tml.. haha. be patient.

2007-06-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.. how's life.. i went to watch a movie today..evan almighty..quite nice..don't know when it'll be out in singapore..or is it out already?? i don't know..if you get the time.. you should go watch.. i won't spoil the plot for you..just.. haha..watch it.. fun to spend that time with your friends and family.. i'm so tired though..wonder when shermin will be back.. i think no one tagging me cause i'm so boring..wahaha.. don't worry la.. my school year is over..new school year: september 2007.. hope i'll be able to make it till then.. for now..start studying SAT, northwest studies and stuff.. get ready for uni le.. wonder how that's going to be like.. i'll miss the time i spend being a kid..wahaha.. good luck on your endevours..wahaha..

2007-06-21T12:25:00.000-07:00

yo peeps..what's up.. school was ok..my chem test...dun wan to talk about it..i think it kinda sucks..haha..well..tomorrow is last day of exam and a few more days before shermin gets back..hope you guys are excited..hehe..i know i am..i feel like so bored..without her talking to me.. well.. i think that everyone really should go welcome her back from the airport..haha..but i dont know if you know her flight anot..haha.. anyway.. i'm going to be at my brother's promotion..yeah..so i guess later then can say more..but i will not promise to blog too much..because i want you all to miss shermin..haha..

have fun!!

2007-06-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

okie.. right now, i'm at the hotel's lobby blogging.. faint.. lucky there's a computer there..

hey babie.. blog more often okie? haha.. people are more interested with your life.. haha.. although maybe you can put more pictures of you.. hehe.. okie.. and also because i want to see.. haha.. good luck for your chem test.. you'll do well.. anyway.. i think i'm also studying with you lor.. coz.. i brought my management lecture notes there to study for the test on tuesday.. can die manz.. haiz.. so tired.. still have to burn midnight oil.. haiz.. " i want to ger A************

okie.. hey peeps.. did LOTS of SHOPPING today.. until, we dunhav any space left in the luggage.. haha.. ( we bought two luggage).. in the end.. my dad have to buy another one.. haha.. bought lots and lots of clothings.. haha.. it's cheap and pretty.. haha... dun envy.. coz.. i doubt the those clothes i bought will last long.. haha.. coz.. most of it.. are "made in china".. faint..

tml have to wake up early.. can die.. haiz.. okie la.. i go up, take shower, study abit.. then sleep liao.. faint.. tell you more when i'm back.. :)

you rock darling!

2007-06-20T20:56:00.000-07:00

hmm...what to blog today...i really need to study for my chem exam..but...what the heck..blog more fun..how are all you guys doing? having a good holiday so far? i hope so.. today did my presentation...watch movies.. and so on..i really want to get school over with..it's not worth going to school for like 2 more days.. just want to relax and enjoy myself..don't you hate it when this happens... like it's almost done..but not quite...hai...it's weird and annoying..

the sky is so bright..don't know why..the earth's tilt causes the northern hemisphere to have later sunset..i guess it's good..i don't need to on so many lights..but oh well.. i just want to say point out...

hope she comes back soon..then don't need to listen to me liao..haha.. :)

2007-06-19T13:43:00.000-07:00

shermin ask me help her blog while she's away..so..who am i? i'm justin..hihi! well, my life is not as interesting as hers..so bear with the bore while she's not blogging for these 5 days.. let me introduce myself.. i live in a small town called Issaquah in the evergreen state of Washington.. it's boring and has nothing.. i mean nothing to do because it's so small..hehe.. but it's quiet and peaceful and lala..you get the point.. it's always so weird that i talk on blog because i'm talking to people i don't know...it's so funny..

anyway.. summer's coming for me and i have 2 months of holidays to go.. wonder what i'll do then.. probably just sit at home and play CS: Source or something.. but i know i'll go volunteering and doing some reading about statistical studies or something of that sort.. it's just random stuff that i've implemented for myself as the lackluster town consumes my happy outlook of life...haha..

kk.. dun be depressed.. bye peeps.. have a good day..

2007-06-14T23:34:00.000-07:00

when for our first ever BN0713 chalet.. haha... quite fun thou.. but then.. i went from like. after the BBQ.. it sucked. faint. haha.. nvm.. until today.. when dingli and corinne told me smth.. i literally fainted.. phew.. lucky i didn't go yesterday.. haha.. =p

2007-06-11T06:49:00.000-07:00

Dingli, Benny, Huivon and me...

Remembering one of the topics for ICA2 Oral Communication.. " smth abt beauty...

what makes it so different from a girl with normal looks with great figure and a girl with normal looks with normal figure? what makes it so different from a girl with beauiful features and a girl with normal features? what izzit so different? which one will you choose to be with?

i'm not going to answer anything.. just in case there's any argument and misunderstandings going on.. but.. gold isn't really gold.. izzit?

faint. really find no reason for me to blog manz.. what for?

2007-06-08T23:32:00.000-07:00

okie.. had my haircut for free at Tony&Guy Academy... haha.. with dingli, corinne, benny, rachel and her bf... haha... a Philippino "professional" cut my hair for like 2 hours?.. haha.. they are sorta like doing course work or smth like that.. then i'm his model or smth.. faint.. he was quite okie.. very attentive.. but doesn't appeal to be a pro to me.. luckily the real pro was stadning and observing them cutting and help them on the way.. haha.. dingli says i keep frowning.. haha.. i was worried okie.. haha.. yeah.. the teacher chose this hairstyle for me.. i like it alot manz.. haha.. lucky the "pro" ( i forgot his name) didn't really cut until that bad.. i think his mom or who la.. keep taking pictures of him cutting my hair.. i was like.. "duh"... haha.. then finsihed.. keep taking pictures of me and my hair again.. faint.. have to stand there with him and teacher to take pics.. haha.. so funny.

dun worry peeps.. my long hair is still intact.. haha.. just that they did layering.. haha.. top half of my hair is short while the bottom is still at bra length... i like it.. haha.. my fringe look much neater.. finally.. i had a hairstyle that is different from the past 14 years!!!! phew.. haha.. like it like it like it!!!!!! futhermore.. it's FREE

this time, i really made a good deal manz.. haha.. okie.. then i went to bought the shrek hairband from mac.. so cute.. !!!!!!!! haha... okie.. i change my phone last week.. N73.. damn it.. i still in the midst of figuring out how to use.. argh.. and i can't put songs in... yesterday.. it suddenly shut down without warning.. and i thought it spoiled when it's just.. battery flat.. argh.. must complain to NOKIA manz.. faint.. what a noob, i am..

2007-06-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

went suntec city with my cuz and his girl-friend( he asked me to change it.. argh..) today.. faint.. quite boring.. haiz.. sorry if i made both you bored too..

i wasn't feel good.. quite moody.. not mood swings.. just missing someone.. faint..

got alot of offers worx.. haiz.. but no money to buy.. hate window shopping.. it sucked.. but what can i do? i'm skint!!

ohohoh.. i love the theme song for the chinese drama on channel 8, mars Vs venus... would you be there.. damn it nice manz.. haha.. redwan ali rocks!!!!!!!!! this is what i called "potential singer"

2007-06-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

what can you benefit from jealousy?

i don't know.. i'm just so jealous.. jealous jealous..

reason? the same old one... why? i just said i don't know!!!

argh.. i hate this.. i cannot let jealousy get into me!!!!!!!!!

izzit normal to get jealous?

hao la.. i forgot when i took this picture with ding.. haha..

2007-05-29T19:37:00.000-07:00

had show and tell for accounting.. faint.. xiaowei and i did Owner's Equity.. people!!! can remember us singing the OE song? haha.. or should i say cadbury song? haha.. so nice.. faint.. i was so embarrassed manz.. so shy to sing manz.. sorry xiaowei.. that you had to sing most of the song.. sorry.. benny and zack did great.. their song was very.. erm.. unique? haha.. so entertaining..

okie.. then after that.. i forgot what we did.. haha.. fine.. me and dingli just love taking pictures.. haha.. xiaowei and corinne too la.. faint.. FINE.. the quadruplets just love taking pictures together.. haha.. we had fun... haha. so funny..

oh my the way..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNDY!!!

2007-05-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

well.. just had dinner with my dad's friends.. talked alot with brenda they all..

wonder if i'm being sensitive or what... i think i left someone a bad impression.. faint.. can't say it's who.. but i think so.. well.. maybe i'm that qian bian..

i just can't forget what happened yesterday.. i really can't... history had repeated itself.. i just can't get away the shadow i'm living in...

why do you have to be so cruel and push me back to the endless pit when i'm on my way out? why why why why??????!!!!!!!!!!! you helped me time by time, getting out of that dark pit you've created.. why do you have to push me back in again? why???? you know clearly tht i hated it.. you knew that long time ago.. YOU KNEW... why must it be you? why must it be you that cause all delusions in me?

i guessed, i'll have to start all over again.. step by step... i'm gonna make it..

2007-05-25T21:39:00.000-07:00

2007-05-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

finally i can let my load off my shoulders manz... been rushing my first- ever report.. faint.. can die worx.. i want it to be near perfection.. haha.. can you imagine???

okie.. yesterday, corinne called me at 11.04am telling me that the class had a make up class for managment at 11 am.. my god.. i was like.. in the bus??? faint.. can die..

okie.. almost reaching the school.. but the bus stopped at this bus stop near MINDS.. then the bus driver, walk to the lady sitting in front of me and woke her up.. telling her " go school... teacher waiting.. go see your friends.. " she said it like upteen times.. but she just won't get down.. some people in the bus was like.. cooing her down.. but then.. i don't know why she don't want.. i boarded the bus 86 when i was at sengkang interchange.. and when i boarded the bus, she was already there.. sleeping.. i thought she forgot to get down or smth.. faint.. how i know.. she was mentally disabled.. faint.. so poor thing lor.. haiz.. she was just sitting in front of me know.. faint.. nvm..

the bus driver was so kind... so warm- hearted... ohoh.. " ending".. well.. she lady did not get down because there's a bus behind us horning.. the bus driver had to drive off.. haiz.. i wonder what happened to the lady.. oh.. the bus driver was a "she".. haha.. it's a lady.. well.. maybe i guess women are more kind hearted... haha.. i cannot imagine a bus driver who is a guy to come up and coo her down.. faint.. haha..

although i was late.. but.. at least i get to know that there are still kind- hearted people in Singapore.. haha..

okie.. now.. i got to school.. reached the tutorial room panting hard.. haha.. although the teacher was teaching management.. but my mind was my report.. haha.. then the break was long.. haha... so ran down twice to print and reprint stuffs.. errors.. faint... then finally when it was tanbanseng lesson, had to ask corinne down to help me reprint the references.. faint.. got it wrong.. then when she came back.. and to HIGHLIGHT the points.. faint.. damn troublesome.. stupid manz.. table was in the mess.. faint.. then finally.. arrange everything in order.. ta da.. my report was done!!! haha.. finally..

okie.. i was there standing.. at wenjie's group there... when i spot something familiar... MY WATER BOTTTLE!!!!!!!!!! can you see... it was outside sitting above the fire-extinguisher case.. gosh manz..

thanks xiaowei for lending me your highlighter until there is little ink left.. thanks samantha and corinne for being such great team-mates...

yesterday, had a bad gastric pain.. faint.. was boarding the bus.. and i felt so much pain.. faint.. i couldn't sit down.. no seats.. and my whole body was strength-less.. faint.. can die.. can't even climb a flight of stairs to cross over to another side of the road.. faint.. think devil is coming into my way manz.. faint..

2007-05-22T18:27:00.001-07:00

wow.. this was taken during Effective Oral Communication tutorial.. haha.. while Ms Irene was trying to figure out how to log in to the student VC, almost everybody was taking out their laptops... haha.. what a view... haha..

then what abt me and "gang"? of course we are there posing!!!!!!! hahaha.. without fail to put our best image forward.. haha..

haha.. finally there is a picture of the 5 of us.. hahaha.. hahahaha..

haha.. monday pictures.. haha.. after we had accounting ICA... haha. i think i did well ba.. had a mistake somewhere in the journal entries or somewhere there... okie.. that day had a bad day with some amature and uncivilised people... duh.. they are like.. BU ZHI LIANG LI... felt ashamed that they are in the same school, same batch and same lectures with us... digusting..

poor Sndy.. kenna scolded for nth.. so poor thing.. haiz..

2007-05-19T20:51:00.001-07:00

damn it.. cannot find a blogskin that fits.. faint.... maybe i'm too choosy or what.. okie.. fine.. i am.. ARGH... doing REPORT.. faint.. can die lor.. i seriously dunno how to do a report.. he said he'll help me, but in the end, when i come back on time as i promised to, he's sleeping, forgetting his promise... argh... then now i'm left here clueless, struggling, figuring out how to type the stupid REPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn it!!!!!!!!!!!! WE PASSED THE PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!! faint.. i think if i hadn't type the question wrongly, our group could have gotten better marks.. faint.. but anyway.. we passed.. i'm so so so so so elated... thanks babie, for helping me with the ppt.. thanks alot... thought i would be more relaxed after the ppt.. realised that i was probably dreaming.. haiz.. feel like a complete useless bum now.. dun even know how to do the REPORT.. always need babie to help me with my projects.. faint.. feel so stupid now.. haiz... all because of that stupid REPORT... i've said so many "REPORT"... and all my mind is "REPORT.. REPORT.. REPORT......!!"

2007-05-02T20:05:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo.. as you can see.. the first post will be an introduction to myself.. haha.. my name is sher..